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My Big Big Name: XUEYU♥♥♥2E3♥ Female, 13, Single♥ Interested In: Perfect world♥ What my life gonna to be? Birthday:130896♥♥ Page Viewed: ABC since 14/05/2010 Location: SG I'm a stoic person.♥ I believe in perfection.So, i wanna things to be perfect. But...tht impossible.:( I hate people who act as if they noe u very well but actually they're nt.Act smart!^~^ Family and friends are my best parthers through my life. Dont ever hurt or insult them. More than music.
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Life isn't perfect as I expected.
Tuesday, July 5, 2011
Fuck my life! Seriously! Why is it that my life is getting more boring??? I have no ambitions, I have no targets, no feelings towards everything now! Now, I'm just a bulldozer; everything people said to me, I will just nod my head or just replied a yes or no.... Who have created my life to become so devastating? Maybe i'm just used to this kind of bullshit life! I have no idea what I am doing, what am i thinking... All I think of is.... When can this finish? When will it stop? But the fact is, I feel like giving out everything, just letting everything out of my hands and stopped whatever I do and just see the world... I cant imagine that my life will become this state where I can feel everything out of my life. What did it happen? I am not stressing out nor I am sick of my life.... I just feel that I have no place in this Earth. I do not know what to do... feel so helpless. Maybe giving up is the best choice. I am out of no choice...... A hell life
Friday, March 18, 2011
Seriously, life is soooo boring that i cant give a damn about it. This is nt the kind of life i wanna to be in. I am going to give up soon. Give up on everything.... I really dont noe what to do. Do i have an alternative-s? I feel so stressed up with all the things that even I'm capable of solving them. But what's the point? How can i accept this?! thts abit difficult for me to accept. Nvm... I am sure that god will find me a torchlight to show me my path towards succeed. :) Forget everything and start all over again
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Been too good or too bad has many disadvantages.... Been too good, people will bully you becos u are too good. Been too bad, people will hate u. Hypocrite!!!^~^Thts why frm then onwards, I shall be half bad and half good. Human in this world is selfish. Not a single person will be selfless as nobody is a god or whatsoever. I feel soo disgusted by your actions becos u are soo childish!!! Where on earth can i find such person who is physically this age but your mind is juz only Primary 2 guy. So what if i respect you? To me, u are juz a outsider that shld only spread your own rumour and nt ours. BECOS U DONT HAVE THE AUTHORIZES TO SPREAD BAD RUMOUR ABOUT US. DAMN U MAN! BASTARD! ^~^ KEEP OUT OF OUR HOME AFFAIR AND I APPRECIATE THAT MAN! PEOPLE HAVE FEELINGS OKAY? WE FELT BEEN INSULTED AND I WONT EVEN CARE IF U ARE AN ADULT OR WHATEVER U ARE. BECOS I NOE THAT I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG AND THAT WHY, OUT OF RESPECT, I HAVE THE AUTHORIZES TO GIVE U A LECTURE. DUMBO.... DONT EVER TRY ME. I DOES NT HAVE THAT PATIENCE ANYMORE. DONT EVER MAKE ME DO THAT TO U, BASTARD. MAYBE ITS A SIN TO GOD BUT I NOT AFRAID OF THAT. BECOS I KNOW THAT I DID STH WHICH IS RIGHT. FIGHT FOR YOUR INNOCENT. BEEN AFRAID ONLY MAKE THINGS WORST. :) hiaz... Sth happened and i do not wish to elaborate it. After three more weeks will be 2011. Hope that next year, i will become a better person and results will fly with rainbow. Now i only think of myself and my good frzs. Nothing much more. First thing in mind is my future. Thts it! :) Hope god will bless me!!!! ^U^ Monday, October 25, 2010
HEy! Such a long time i had nt posted on blogger. My blog is soo dead. LOL... Anyways, EOY is over and got back my results alr. Somehow, I feel disappointed about my results as it does nt meet my expectations. Sigh~ nothing can change my results anymore and i cant regret for nt putting enough effort. :))) Hope tht i will nt drop to NA. I swear i will be a freak or a dead person at tht time if i have dropped to NA. :( My life shld be my life.... Why my life isnt my life??? Couldnt express my feelings and thoughts. Feeling lost and oriented.... Maybe my soul isnt my soul... Wednesday, September 15, 2010
COM IS FUCKING SLOWWWW~ I so agitated abt it. Seriously, i waited for 2 hrs to download a new software. WTF!!! SOoo angry right now!!!! Why is there such software tht cause me to wait for soooo long, and maybe my time gone to waste. FML! TESTS and exams are coming like one arrow, thts mean time fly very very fast. Out of sudden, I had gone through 8+ months. Sian.... Let me think of holidays.... Haha... Two months of holiday. Have nt plan yet.Mind: Exam CONFESSION
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Long time no see... blog! I really have no time to post nowadays. Nvm, today i got a chance to post. Now, my life isn't tht bad actually. But i bit busy with projects and hw... Argh~ but i will put through... Haha... Erm, Erni birthday is coming... Have nt buy present yet. I dont even noe what to buy for her. I shld buy a random present for her. LOL... Nt much to say now... :))) Thursday, July 1, 2010
Sigh~Juz a few days after june holidays ended, i'm so busy! And is RIGHT NOW! What a in-awesome day i have. Hiaz... life is soo busy.... Everyone full of of hw... projects..... What i gonna to do now? Nvm.... today sch boring like shit in the cesspool. Maybe i have accustomed to my fucking life alr. Old grandma said tht when u think too much, u will have white hairs. So, dont think too much abt it. We are juz minnows. We are juz the actors who act out the roles god wanna us to do. But, we, humans, shld change our destiny our own regardless any troubles.... And thts how i survive. Change your destiny. :) Trying to be a perfectionist. |
Goodbye.
One must work and dare if one really wants to live.- Vincent van Gogh “The thing that is really hard, and really amazing, is giving up on being perfect and beginning the work of becoming yourself.” - Anna Quindlen “I'm not upset that you lied to me, I'm upset that from now on I can't believe you” -Friedrich Nietzsche A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out. - Walter Winchell |
